Weeks to go and I'm soon to be a mother of 3.

I am excited but worried at the same time.

Don't get me wrong. I love to have a baby... been waiting for her too long.

This is my third CS.

And though I am praying that things will be fine, fears of what may happen haunts me.

What if there is a problem with our baby?
What if I die?
What will happen to my two other kids? or with the baby?

We are all excited for the birth of our baby. What if the suppose to be a happy day becomes a nightmare to all of us?

God, please keep my baby safe and warm...
until the time that she is with us
Please tell her to be strong for us
coz she's never alone...
We're all waiting for her 
and no matter what happen
I'll do whatever it takes...
give whatever I have
just to bring her out safely